posting lotion

Yeah! I finished half of my digital printing final yesterday! And I'm really proud of the images and concepts. I can't wait to start editing these poopies. But they'll have to wait a bit. I have a shoot today for Allison (SP) and then studio time tonight. I'm not sure if I'll need it or be able to use it...but we'll see! I'm glad Yayao is here. She's an egotistical butt face, but she's calmed me down quite a bit. And I'm finally starting to feel kind of OK...or at least understand why I feel the way I do. Sigh sigh. What have I done? Opening this door to emotions and shit. How terribly annoying to have to accept truths. It's so much more pleasant to smile and laugh and pretend everything is going to be OK. Because in my pretense, I start to believe it. I start to hope. Ugh. Oh well. Here it is. Here I am. A silly bag of flesh with ooey gooey feelings. Sigh sigh. At least I have my camera.